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Friday, December 19, 2008, 10:30 PM
abandonment
i know, my blog pretty much sucks right, no more stories about justus and my life, life sucks, even looking at different angle, makes it suck even more. lols. had lots of laughter today thanks to jem and niki.my road home was inspiring, hearing bballers talk about every crucial moments they had. it sounds so alluring, the way their simple stories suck u in, as if you're experiencing their special moments. back home read a book, it brings me to understanding life the way the author himself sees it. the day kinda crushed me, i feel like an abandoned tissue paper(somewhat from jem's post long long ago) its kinda random, but it aches me, all over, this holiday feels senseless, i feel mess up, and this post is kinda emo. i remembered talking to daddy, claiming death as if death was a husband to me, death seems easy, but the road to it isnt, and so is the road after it. all this crazy thoughts circling my mind, puts me in a sick trance, as if in a teacup going round and round. Dont really looked forward to the new year , never sms-ed heni le, idk why. i feel so ashamed of what i am, what i became and what i did. i hate this, this whole episode. the series of it increases. i need someone who is willing to save others, and not kill bad guys only. |
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